from epithets to death-threats...
an exposure of lies and bullshit
hello, one and all.
what you are about to read is a series of emails between myself and a woman in england who is claiming to be pregnant with my friend's baby. i must warn in advance that what you are about to read is unedited, and therefore may not be suitable for consumption by those under the age of 18.
i've posted this on my site for two reasons: 1) i believe my friend is innocent of all charges, based on the fact that this woman has shown herself to be a pathological liar; and 2) this shit is hella funny!
it all started when i stumbled across her webpage...
From: godofcyanide@hotmail.com
To: eninemuk@aol.com
Subject: you go, girl...
Date: Mon, 21 Jun 2004 19:11:40 -0400
....down to the fiery pits of hell, you liar!
i knew all about your game after you told him you were lying about being a porn star and retardedly rich. i told him to stay away from you. if you had to lie to him to get him, what could that say about you except that you are a lying slut who desperately wants attention and may be psychotic? unfortunately, you've proven me right on all counts. it's too bad i don't pity you like i'm sure some other suckers do.
lying about things to make people hate someone so that you can feel like your life has meaning after all is a disgusting act - one that could only be perpetrated by a whorish bitch. give up your scam - no one believes your bullshit anymore. grow up and buy a clue, since i doubt you'd come up with one yourself.
it's good that you've seen a lawyer, but i think you need professional help of a different sort - perhaps one that includes a round or 30 of prozac - before they lock you in a room in some deep, dark dungeon. oh, wait, you live in england. i guess all you need is the prozac, then... you know, if you take a whole bottle at once, it makes your troubles go away forever...
never underestimate bk niggas.
-the god of cyanide
p.s. - considering you are english, please learn the language. you write like you're 10 years old.
From: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Sent: Tuesday, June 22, 2004 3:21 AM
To: godofcyanide@hotmail.com
Subject: Re: you go, girl...
LOL listen u retard,
why You fighting your Faggoty friends corner? you got too much to say and
nothing to talk about so shut the fuck up,
you have no clue, you wasn't here so you don't know but keep the emails coming u
silly fuck because it gave me a good laugh and I will answer you tonight in a
more in depth manner, right now I have to take my kids to school and go to work
so I really don't have time to discuss my life or mine and Daves baby with a, I
dunno what,
lata u fool,
oh and as for bk niggas?????? I know what there about, most of my friends are
from there and I'm moving there beginning of next year so if you want loud
mouth, maybe we should hook up and discuss this in the real world, that's if you
got the bottle, ya pussy
oh yeah why didn't u email me from your aol account? in fact im'ed me some time,
lol cya lata Dicky
From: godofcyanide@hotmail.com
To: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Subject: Re: you go, girl...
Date: Tue, 22 Jun 2004 10:38:17 -0400
again, your command of the english language impresses me... anyway, i am not emailing you, or im'ing you, from my aol account because I DON'T HAVE ONE. not all americans use aol.
"too much to say and nothing to talk about"? really? that makes no sense. why open my mouth with nothing to talk about? i'm talking about you being a lying whore. not accepting my statements does not invalidate my argument.
whenever you want to come and find me, i will be here. i don't need the bottle because i got the balls. what do you have? i'd like to see you come to me and say something. i doubt you'd get a word out.
i don't really give a damn about your side of the story. i've seen enough; i know you're full of shit, and anything you send my way as "proof" is instantly suspect. you have a history of using deeply researched and complex lies to make yourself feel like your life actually has value; hence, you can never be trusted in my eyes.
still bearing no pity,
-the god of cyanide
From: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Sent: Tuesday, June 22, 2004 2:47 PM
To: godofcyanide@hotmail.com
Subject: Re: you go, girl...
Dear
Sir,
O.K I am home from work now and ready to answer your second bullshit email. As
for your first email, I choose to refrain from comment as I feel any extended
comment from this email will only insult your intelligence.
This is AOL not the real world, I TYPE my language the way I do in the AOL world
out of choice, it is not how I speak,
You have no authority to challenge my English, I live in London, I am English
and in fact speak grade A English thank you very much but I take your comment in
to consideration, particularly because your American and of course that means
you have a better understanding of the ENGLISH language than I do.
You Discriminate against me and make false allegations, Accusing me of being a
liar, I put it to you that you are in fact a liar yourself because I know you
have an AOL account as Dave stored your AOL screen name in to one of my AOL
screen names,
My comment has little or nothing to do with your Nationality,
The British Phrase, 'Too much to say and nothing to talk about" does in
fact mean that you are Ranting and Raving about something you know nothing about
and what you have to say has no meaning or relevance to the situation in hand. I
suggest you widen your horizons and take in a broader spectrum of the world in
general rather than the fifty states of American being your only form of wisdom
As for you "not giving a damn about my side of the story" I feel no
need to justify myself to you whatsoever, However as you felt the need to
involve your self in myself and Mr Shapiro's Business and you continue to make
false allegation about me I feel I have no other option but to discuss my
Business with a stranger who has, unfortunately, been misinformed
As for myself, having a history of deeply researched and complex lies, I would
ask you to show evidence to support this allegation, alas you can not provide
evidence of your disillusioned comment as there is none, please refrain from
excerpting such comments as I may be forced to instruct legal advice on my
behalf, not only for myself but for the benefit of my Children,
Also on your point of myself visiting you, and your comment that I would not
have "the balls" I put it to you that I would most definitely have the
balls to arrange a meeting with you and Mr Shapiro and I would have no concerns
whatsoever with regards to my safety or the means to attend such a meeting, as
for your comment "I have the balls... what do you have" I advise and
inform you that I have the financial assistance to instruct legal
representatives and in fact sue you for Harassment, Discrimination and
definition of character,
I would also like to take this opportunity to inform you that if need be I will
be represented before a judge and ask that he serve you and Mr Shapiro with an
injunction order, refraining you from carrying on the childish activities that
you feel the need to create
Last but no where near least, Regarding your comment on England being in
conjunction with dungeons, I put it to you that you have never been to this
beautiful, friendly and most Respectful Country, I also take this opportunity to
remind you that it is in fact England who stands shoulder to shoulder with the
United States of America in it's quest to rid the world of terrorism and you
should remember this when you choose to disrespect your allies,
PLEASE DO NOT EVER QUESTION MY INTELLIGENCE OR MY ENGLISH SKILLS AGAIN,
YOURS MOST SINCERELY
MS N MCALLISTER
From: godofcyanide@hotmail.com
To: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Subject: Re: you go, girl...
Date: Tue, 22 Jun 2004 17:37:19 -0400
you say: This is AOL not the real world, I TYPE my language the way I do in the AOL world out of choice... you have a better understanding of the ENGLISH language than I do.
i say: you are absolutely right.
you say: I put it to you that you are in fact a liar yourself because I know you have an AOL account as Dave stored your AOL screen name in to one of my AOL screen names
i say: that's because it is not an AOL account, it is an AOL instant messenger account that has no corresponding email address attached to it.
you say: The British Phrase, 'Too much to say and nothing to talk about" does in fact mean that you are Ranting and Raving about something you know nothing about and what you have to say has no meaning or relevance to the situation in hand.
i say: you're a moron because i understood exactly what you meant - all i did was refute your claim.
you say: I advise and inform you that I have the financial assistance to instruct legal representatives and in fact sue you for Harassment, Discrimination and definition of character
i say: definition of character? yes i did clearly - and accurately - define your character. i believe you mean DEFAMATION of character, you fucking illiterate.
you say: I would also like to take this opportunity to inform you that if need be I will be represented before a judge and ask that he serve you and Mr Shapiro with an injunction order, refraining you from carrying on the childish activities that you feel the need to create
i say: wow you are rather lame. whatever. oh wait, am i supposed to be scared now?
-the god of cyanide
From: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Sent: Tuesday, June 22, 2004 6:41 PM
To: godofcyanide@hotmail.com
Subject: Re: you go, girl...
who
are you? why am I even entering these childish conversations with you? lol
your obviously bored and lonely, go out, get a job and fill up your time with
your own life,
your not intelligent enough to keep my interest for more than a minute
all further emails will be deleted, I'm tired of this shit,
From: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Sent: Tuesday, June 22, 2004 9:08 PM
To: godofcyanide@hotmail.com
Subject: Re: you go, girl...
Who
the fuck are you????????
His piece of ass ex or his little bitch boy Ralph, who lives in a disgustingly
filthy shit hole and has a gay name??????????????
I hope you say your his piece of ass ex because you type like a little bitch
wannabe who wanted to be a lawyer but got kicked out for bad punctuation and no
sense
wassup really huh? u jealous? want me to buy you a ticket so you can come over
hunnie? huh? huh? want me to make you cum 3 times in a couple of hours;0) you
don't know what your missing, tell Dave, if he comes back i'll still suck his
dick like it's a lollipop, u can come too, i'll give you a freebie seeing as you
reckon I'm a whore,u'll be happier than a pig in shit but oh wait, one problem,
I ain't your bitch, I ain't your whore, I ain't your slut, we never ever met, I
never ever had anything to do with you, so don't you dare call me shit like
that, I ain't your fuckin ex u can diss, get over yaself u muppet, the only man
i ever respect is the one that i'm sucking and fucking, and trust, that def
ain't and never would be you, now fuck off you mug
From: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Sent: Wednesday, June 23, 2004 7:16 AM
To: godofcyanide@hotmail.com
Subject: Re: you go, girl...
dave aint heard your version lol he got the clean cut, everyone else is gettin your version hahaha
From: godofcyanide@hotmail.com
To: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Subject: if you are reading this...
Date: Wed, 23 Jun 2004 15:32:59 -0400
....then you're a liar, since you said you would not open any more emails!
caught!
[note: for ease of reading, i have deleted my pasting of her last three emails, which were here.]
now, i'm well aware of how a propaganda campaign works. but, come on, don't you have anything better to do with your miserable life than to start one against a still-unsigned rapper who lives AN OCEAN AWAY from you? holy shit, let's be realistic, woman. this has to be the most retarded thing i've seen in my years on the internet. absolutely silly. after your first email to me, i was going to just not respond to you anymore, but you had to beat the dead horse... so here i am. and i'd like to refute some of your main points.
- for someone who didn't want to "enter these childish conversations with [me]," you sure have had a lot of childish shit to say afterwards. continually fucking your story up... boy, you are a bad liar. no wonder this has all seemed so easy.
- i do have a job, and quite the full life. it's not your business to know what i do, and i will not discuss it with you.
- you're not intelligent enough to write properly; i could care less why you choose to (not) do so, but it just makes you look stupid.
- if you don't know who i am, i will not confirm it for you. it shouldn't matter who i am. you're still a liar, you're still wrong.
- somehow, i doubt i'd be kicked out of any school for bad punctuation. it seems YOU would be the candidate for that.
- your offer of sexual pleasure is most fascinating, i'm sure. but i'd have to turn it down. i am well taken care of, and do not need anything more, thank you.
- i can call you whatever i want, as long as it's true. with all the evidence that is already on the table, i believe my case has been made a thousand times over. lying bitch slut whore. by the way, i never called you MY bitch, slut, or whore. i think MY bitches, sluts, and whores would have far more class than you have shown.
- i know you sent dave transcripts of our emails. editing them is just so... pussy. so he's getting a copy of this email, just on principle.
- whenever you'd like to stop, please, go ahead. you want to keep bringing it and it will be all over you, bitch.
because you just can't get enough of...
-the god of cyanide
From: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Sent: Wednesday, June 23, 2004 4:05 PM
To: godofcyanide@hotmail.com
Subject: Re: if you are reading this...
From: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Sent: Wednesday, June 23, 2004 4:57 PM
To: godofcyanide@hotmail.com
Subject: hey god all mighty
fuck
it I'm gonna answer you now, I'm done laughing,
right first, me opening your email,I opened it because I'm a women and curiosity
got the better of me,
As for my life being miserable, it isn't at all, I have a lovely life, and to
top it all, I'm having a baby; 0)
Your right, Dave is unsigned and I hope it stays that way, for everyone he
spreads the sickness too, I'll be right behind making them better with joyous
stories of my baby
hmmm I bet your a drug dealer or a pimp, your so up yourself it's unbelievable,
you talk to people like shit, if you was here, you would be on your knees crying
and begging for forgiveness and I wouldn't even have to break a nail, u don't
know who I know or what I know, but i got your number....;0)
I write anyway I fuckin please, if you don't like it, tough shit, fuck off and
don't talk to me then, u fag, u must like it, u keep coming back for more,
what's that bcz u sense I'm the only bitch to bitch slap you, we'll meet, trust
and it's on,
My offer of sexual pleasure was a joke, I'm glad you found it fascinating,
However, I'd rather get fucked by 10 aids riddled, decomposed, stinking monkeys
than you, if I went down on you, I'd rather eat your dick than suck it bcz i
know it would bring you great pain,
YOU'LL CALL ME NOTHING, u don't know me, u have no right to call me anything, u
have no evidence, your fuck all so fuck off with your name calling.
I'm sure bitch, sluts and whores would have more class, than you, I would never
ever be your bitch slut or whore, u couldn't handle someone of my calibre, for a
start, I'd potty train you, then teach you to speak only when your spoken to and
clean your fuckin house up u scumbag,
I did not send dave edited emails, why would I????? ,I wanted him to see what a
wanker your being,
I don't wanna stop slating you and making you look like a stupid fuck and trust
boy, nothing is gonna be over me, u brought this on yaself BITCH
and your right I can't get enough of you, I'm having withdrawal symptoms, omg,
please I need you, stupid fuck, behave
From: godofcyanide@hotmail.com
To: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Subject: you're getting my name right... good...
Date: Wed, 23 Jun 2004 17:29:18 -0400
did i read that right? you're a women? i mean, i heard you were large, but so large to be multiple? nice... and your being female should have nothing to do with your capacity to be a liar, which you are still continually proving. i just don't get you. you have to be the worst liar in the world. you tell me you sent dave a "clean" version and then deny you edited emails? you directly contradict your bullshit at every turn. you want me to fall into your predictable pattern. i'm sure all this will end up chopped up on your web site so that i look like a fool and you look like the noble, innocent female. trust me, no one will ever fall for your shit. don't play a game when you don't know your opponent.
the only sickness i see being spread is coming from your festering hole. your "joyous stories" may fill you with joy, but they're just stories - fiction - LIES.
the only people i talk to like shit are those that ARE shit. get the hint?
i have never begged for anything from any woman; i have bowed down to none and will continue that trend. you sound like a friend of an ex of mine that i recently had to bitch-slap her and two of her cronies all over the place. i wasn't afraid of them, and i am so not afraid of you. you are nothing. hey... i just called you NOTHING. that's exactly what you are, and don't ever forget it. but i'll also call you a lying bitch slut whore. because i can.
i think only 9 of the "10 aids riddled, decomposed, stinking monkeys" would actually fuck you. the 10th one would wisely decline.
"fuck off with all your name calling"??? hmm. very... original. yeah. running out of insults, are we?
you'd never be my bitch, slut, or whore because I'D NEVER LET YOU! you disgust me so much i have to put you in your place. since you're not going willingly, here we are...
forever stronger than all,
- the god of cyanide
From: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Sent: Wednesday, June 23, 2004 6:20 PM
To: godofcyanide@hotmail.com
Subject: Re: you're getting my name right... good...
listen
you stupid fuck, go away don't email me again, get off my fuckin back,
put ya little dog back on a lease too and control her emailing habits,
[note: the above refers to a friend of mine who entered the fray; she will be included in later emails as well.]
From: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Sent: Wednesday, June 23, 2004 6:48 PM
To: godofcyanide@hotmail.com
Subject: Re: you're getting my name right... good...
o.k
look, Thank you for insulting the way I look, very kind of you, I would have
suggested that you shouldn't judge something until you've actually seen it, you
have never seen me, how Ironic you can be so judgemental,
Thank you for labelling me a liar, although irrelevant, for me, living in the
U.K i'll allow you to believe you are "oh so wonderful, clever and
almighty"
I sent Dave a clean version of the wave message I sent you, it has nothing what
so ever to do with the emails,
[note:
this "wave message" was presumed to have been included in the string
of three emails she had sent me 2 volleys ago, however, i never received such a
file.]
I don't want you to fall in to any pattern, I don' t know you and I don't want
to know you,
I'm not trying to look like the innocent victim here, my baby is,
once again I remind you that you don't know me and the way your speaking to me
is unbelievable for a stranger, I assume your parents were scumbags that dragged
you up, or maybe you were raised by a pack of wolfs, your a disgrace, the way
you are trying to down tread a pregnant women, your disgusting, must be a real
American man thing,
LOL i would just LOVE to see you try and bitch slap me, I'd rip your fuckin head
off, and I won't need no cronies, I'm not afraid of you either but you should
definitely be afraid of me, you never know, I just may be crazy enough to plan
the impossible, especially when it comes to an attack on my kid just bcz it's
Dad's a dick,
I'm not a "nothing" but you obviously are, your a disrespectful,
no good little shit, who probably beats on his bitch, she seam's to be very weak
and feeble, she acts just like you, probably to please you, how sad, the sort of
girl here who ends up being a black guys bitch oh wait, are you black loll
I'd never be your bitch or whore bcz your not mentally strong enough and I'd
tear strips of you, u mean nothing to me, your no one, I'm concerned for my
baby, so I'm telling you to fuck off
I already had a slight bleed at 6 weeks and had the scan, everything is fine but
I think it's the stress, so I'm gonna do something totally out of character for
me, I am asking you, NICELY and your good women, to fuck off and leave me alone
and let me concentrate on giving birth to a healthy child, rather than losing a
dead one,
email me after feb 8th 2005, if you wanna retake this up,
Nikki
From: godofcyanide@hotmail.com
To: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Subject: lies and the lying whores who tell them...
Date: Wed, 23 Jun 2004 17:29:18 -0400
can't you make all your "cogent" points in a single email? must you clutter my inbox with multiple instances of immature drivel?
first, you write: "listen you stupid fuck, go away don't email me again, get off my fuckin back, put ya little dog back on a lease too and control her emailing habits,"
ooh, sounds like we've struck a nerve with the liar. :) this pleases me. also, i don't try to control my women - i like them independent and strong... qualities you are lacking.
then... here we go... [note: again, dropped out the pasted text of her last email to me]
how ironic that i can be judgemental? shit, everyone is judgemental. if we weren't, life would be nothing but happy little flowers and all sorts of crap. fuck that. we've passed judgement on your LYING ass because you have been caught up in so many LIES that to not call attention to them is to be complicit in their violence. you've been judging me too, so get out of that glass house, bitch, because i'm loading up with stones.
how come i can't post on your little board? i like how you edited my first letter to you so that your friends don't know that you lied about being a porn star and rich and all that shit. i was hoping to expose that part of your LIE to all your friends, who probably have no idea that you did so. but there are other ways... i also was quite interested to hear the details of your rooming arrangement with dave while he was there. for some reason, i don't believe a word of it. i wonder why?
you never sent me any wav files with your emails. i still have the one in question, and there was no attachment there. so i have no fucking idea what you are talking about, although dave has sent me his version of it, which i will check out at my leisure.
you don't have to "allow" me to believe i am all those things. i already KNOW i am all that. you will soon realize this as well, no matter how you may think you won't.
i have two wonderful parents, who taught me that it is my right, privilege, and obligation to stand against hypocrisy and lies - which brings me, unerringly, to you. they also taught me that the only time it is alright to hit a woman is if she hits you first. i have never had cause to use that exemption. hitting you would be a different story, if only because you don't qualify as a woman to me.
when you speak of me not doing things against you because i don't know you, you should be heeding that same advice from the other side of the coin. you don't know ME and you don't know what i am capable of. don't assume that i'm some little pussy with a big mouth. i have plenty of whatever it takes to keep you in your proper place, and don't you EVER fucking doubt that shit. it would be the last mistake i'd ever allow you to make.
my color should have nothing to do with this conversation, whore. i could be fucking purple and it wouldn't change the fact that you are a LYING WHORE who refuses to give up on the lies even when caught in a corner.
let's not even get into a discussion of mental strength. your disdain for honesty is proof enough that you have the mental strength of a light switch.
on a final note, how could you tell me "fuck off and leave me alone and let me concentrate on giving birth to a healthy child, rather than losing a dead one, email me after feb 8th 2005, if you wanna retake this up," and then tell someone else that you essentially did not say that our hate for you would contribute to your miscarriage? you know, miscarrying could likely be the best thing to happen to you at this point...
the immortal... the invincible...
- the god of cyanide
From: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Sent: Friday, June 25, 2004 6:05 PM
To: godofcyanide@hotmail.com, ralphswh0re@yahoo.com
Subject: Re: lies and the lying whores who tell them...
you
like your women strong and independent? lol like "whore"? as she calls
herself, Wow, yeah right, she can do as she pleases as long as it pleases
you, bollox to that
you ain't struck a cord with nothing, I'd love to satisfy you by telling you
this shit is getting to me but it ain't...sorry lol...your just boring me now!
I don't give a fuck how judgmental you are babe, water off a ducks back,
I haven't been judging you at all, I don't know you I just know how your
behaving towards me and I don't really like it, but I don't doubt for a minute
that your a lovely guy and I see your reasons behind it is to protect your boy,
I understand that I'd do the same for my girl,
I have no idea why you can't post on my message board, but if you send me what
you want to post, no matter, I will post it up for you,
I did send you wave files but they returned and the reason was that your email
box was too full,
I will bow down and tell you, you are all those things right now, I don't have
to realise anything, I'm here your there, it's all good,
I am sorry for insulting your parents, how can I insult people I don't know????
if you ever happen to stumble across me in Bklyn and you hit me, fair enough but
I'm not a fuckin pussy, I was raised with four Brothers and I will hit you back
and even if I lose I will die defending myself, I don't believe for a minute
though that you have never hit a girl, I don't know why, lol
I don't really care what your capable of, maybe I would if we wasn't 12.000
miles apart but come on, I don't think your a pussy with a big mouth, I just
think you got mouth but maybe you can back it I dunno,
I don't know why you keep talking about putting me in my place, your not putting
me anywhere, I'm here your there but I'm going to new york in October and I
don't wanna having to be watching my back, as I'll be staying in bklyn also, so
lets just get this shit out of the way so it's all done and forgotten by
October,
First of all, I was just pissin off when I mentioned colour, I know it gets to
Dave, Im not racist, Im having a mixed race baby and went for a drink with a
black guy from work last nite, colour doesn't bother me to be honest I prefer
Darker guys, As long as he ain't blonde with blue eyes I don't care what colour
he is, and I am not a whore, i'm not caught in a corner, I ain't lying, I'm
having a kid and that's it,
I believe you are mentally stronger than me, I believe we could go on like this
for months, I believe I can't be assed and I believe you will get really bored
very quickly if I don't bite to your bait, I believe your a guy who HAS to win,
so I'm letting you,
Thank god for final notes, As for me miscarrying, that would be the best thing
for Dave right now, but I'm gonna make sure it doesn't happen, or do my
damnedest to prevent it,
I don't give a fuck that it's his baby and he don't want it, it's mine and I do
want it,
lata Nikki
From: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Sent: Saturday, June 26, 2004 10:19 PM
To: godofcyanide@hotmail.com, ralphswh0re@yahoo.com
Subject: (no subject)
i'M
NIKKI'S FRIEND DEBBIE AND I THINK YOUR A FUCKIN PAIR OF CUNTS FOR DISSIN NIKKI
WHEN SHE'S HAVING A FUCKIN KID, YOU PAIR OF WANKERS, YOU WANNA DISS SOMEONE, TRY
AND DISS ME, U CUNTS,
IF YOUR SUCH A STRONG AND INDEPENDENT WOMEN "WHORE" HOW COME YOU WAS
BEAT LIKE A SILLY LITTLE BITCH FOR FOUR YEARS, THAT AIN'T STRONG AND INDEPENDENT
YOU CUNT, THAT'S WEAK AND pATHETIC, i'M A STRONG AND INDEPENDENT WOMEN, AIN'T NO
MAN WOULD EVER LAST A DAY RAISING HIS HAND TO ME, STRONG WOMEN DON'T GET BEAT,
SO TAKE SOME TIPS FROM ME YOU DUMB SLUT,
THERE AIN'T NO FUCKIN SHIT ANYONE HAS TO FIND OUT ABOUT NIKKI, WHAT YOU SEE IS
WHAT YOU GET WITH HER, SHE IS AN HONEST, EASY GOING, DOWN TO EARTH, LOVING
MOTHER, WHO'S LOYAL TO THE POINT OF STUPIDITY WHICH IS HOW A MUG LIKE DAVE WAS
ABLE TO TAKE THE FUCKIN PISS OUT OF HER, WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO DISS HER YOU
MOUTHY LITTLE CUNT, I'D WIPE THE FLOOR WITH YOU, U FUCKIN WHORE,
YOU FUCKIN SAID U SILLY CUNT, NIKKI DON'T KNOW RALPH SO HAS NO RIGHT TO TALK
ABOUT HIM, WELL YOU DON'T KNOW NIKKI YOU FUCKIN RETARDED CUNT, SO YOUR
CONTRADICTING YOURSELF YOU FUCKIN IDIOT,
YOUR SAYING THAT NIKKI CAN BE SLAPPED BY YOUR FAGGOT BOYFRIEND, AND HERE YOU ARE
CONTRADICTING YOURSELF YET AGAIN YOU FUCKIN STUPID ASS CUNT, YOUR SO THICK IT'S
FUCKIN FUNNY, YOUR SAYING HE CAN HIT NIKKI BCZ SHE AIN'T A WOMEN, SO YOU ARE
SAYING YOU AIN'T A WOMEN RIGHT???? BCZ YOU GOT BEAT BY A GUY FOR FOUR YEARS????
SO MAYBE RALPH HAS A RIGHT TO GIVE YOU A SLAP TOO, BCZ YOU FUCKIN NEED IT WITH
THE FUCKIN MOUTH AND BULLSHIT YOU COME OUT WITH,
LISTEN YOU STUPID CUNT, NIKKI HAS BEEN ROLLIN WITH PEEPS IN BKLYN FOR THE LAST 4
YEARS, SHE KNOWS SO MANY PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT IT'S LESS THAN SHE KNOWS IN THE
U.K AND SHE'S BRITISH, TAKE YOUR OWN ADVISE YOU DUMB CUNT, SHE KNOWS EVERYTHING
FROM VILLIANS TO COPS, SO YOU AND RALPH AND DAVE ALWAYS WATCH YOUR BACK AND IF
YOU DON'T BELIEVE THIS, U CAN ASK DAVE BCZ HE KNOWS SHE ROLLS WITH BKLYNITES,
WHO THE FUCK SAID THAT NIKKI WAS DRINKING ALCOHOL U DUMB CUNT, AIN'T YOU EVER
HEARD OF FRESH ORANGE ???????? HMMMM PERHAPS NOT, YOUR SO STUPID, MUST BE ALL
THEM BEATINGS YOU TOOK FROM YOUR MAN, FUCKED WITH YA BRAIN, RETARD, YOU HAVE
OBVIOUSLY HEARD OF FETAL ALCOHOL SYNDROME, WHY YOU GOT A RETARDED KID THAT TAKES
AFTER MUMMY WHO WAS A DRUNK DURING PREGNANCY, TO DROWN OUT THE MEMORY OF ALL
THOSE BEATINGS TO A BITCH WHO WANTED TO BE A REAL WOMEN??????? AND YES NIKKI IS
FUCKIN PREGNANT YOU STUPID CUNT, SHE DID A PREGNANCY TEST AT MY HOUSE BUT SHE
DON'T HAVE TO PROVE NUTTIN TO NONE OF YOU WANKERS, IT'S HER KID, DAVE WAS JUST
THE FUCKIN SPERM DONOR AND AS FAR AS I CAN TELL FROM NIKKI A SHIT FUCK AT THAT,
SO FUCK YOU AND FUCK RALPH AND IF YOU GOT SOMETHING ELSE TO SAY THEN U CAN
FUCKIN SAY IT TO ME, BCZ IT'LL BE ME THAT ANSWERS U CUNTS FROM NOW ON NOT HER,
SHE CAN'T BE ASSED WITH YOU FUCKIN IMMATURE RETARDS, WHY DON'T U FUCKIN GROW UP
AND GET A LIFE YOU STUPID SLUT
[note: in the interim, the other recipient of the above message sent a reply, currently not included here]
From: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Sent: Sunday, June 27, 2004 5:39 AM
To: godofcyanide@hotmail.com, ralphswh0re@yahoo.com
Subject: Re: (no subject)
FUCK
U... U FUCKIN, STUPID FUCKIN CUNT, AWW LOOK ANOTHER WORD, YOU, STUPID AND CUNT,
DESCRIBES YOU WELL, YOU DON'T GET IT DO YA? I'LL SAY IT SLOW SO YOU UNDERSTAND,
NIKKKIIIIIIIII AIN'TTTTTTTT INTERESTEDDDD ANDDDD AIN'TTTT ANSWERINGGGG NOWWWW
BECAUSEEEEE YOURRRRRR BORINGGGGG HERRRRR SHITLESSSSSS, SAVVY? YOU DUMB CUNT AWWW
LOOK ANOTHER WORD, DUMB, ALSO DESCRIBES YOU WELL,
MAN I'D PAY BIG BUCKS TO SEE YOUR BOY RALPH TRY AND HIT ME, JUST SO I CAN BEAT
THE CUNT OUT OF HIM AND MAKE HIM LOOK LIKE THE MUG THAT HE IS,
I DUNNO WHY YOU PUT THAT RETARDED LITTLE SMILEY FACE, YOU TAUGHT YOUR SON ONE
THING YOU IDIOT AND THAT IS THAT WOMEN ARE USELESS PIECES OF SHIT WHO CAN BE
BEAT ON AND IF YOUR KIDS GOT BEAT TOO, YOU REALLY ARE A PATHETIC WASTE OF FUCKIN
LIFE AND YOUR KIDS SHOULD BE IN CARE, I DON'T KNOW ANYONE THAT WOULD ALLOW A MAN
TO BEAT ON THERE KIDS LET ALONE THEMSELVES, YOU IGNORANT STUPID ASS, FUCK,
THERES THAT WORD AGAIN ;-)
OH AND DARLING I PROMISE YOU I DEFINITELY COULD WIPE THE FLOOR WITH YOU AND MANY
OTHERS, ANYTIME YOU WANNA COME TO THE U.K OR I COME TO NEW YORK TO SEE NIKKI
ONCE SHE MOVES THERE NEXT YEAR AND IT'S FUCKIN ON, I'LL SHOW YOU HOW AN EAST END
BIRD DEALS WITH MOUTHY LITTLE FUCKIN WHORES THAT THINK THERE IT, I WOULDN'T JUST
WIPE THE FLOOR WITH YA BUT I'D END YOUR MISERABLE LITTLE LIFE FOR YOU WITH MY
BARE HANDS AND DO YOU AND YOUR KIDS A FAVOUR
I AIN'T STEPPIN OFF NOTHIN BITCH, ONLY THING I'M STEPPIN IS ON YOUR FUCKIN HEAD,
OH SO NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO DISS YOUR KIDS BUT YOU CAN DISS NIKKI'S BABY? BOLLOX
U CUNT, U FUCKIN STEP OFF DISSIN ON A BABY U SLUT,
YEA YOUR RIGHT CHILDREN ARE INNOCENT INCLUDING NIK'S, I AIN'T GOT NO KIDS SO I
DON'T HAVE THE MATERNAL FEELINS SHE HAS BUT I LOVE HER KIDS TO BITS AND YOUR
CAUSING THERE PREGNANT MOTHER SHIT, SO ONE WAY OR ANOTHER YOUR HARMING HER KIDS
TOO, REGARDLESS, I STILL DON'T DOUBT FOR A MINUTE YOUR KIDS ARE RETARDED
LITTLE FUCKS HAVIN A MOTHER LIKE YOU ;-)
OHHHHHHH MYYYYYYY GODDDDD, U NEED TO TRUST ME WHEN I SAY THAT GIRL CAN BACK UP
ANY SHIT, BUT EVEN I WILL ADMIT SHE'S TOO FUCKIN KIND FOR HER OWN GOOD, IT COULD
HAVE BEEN ON LAST NIGHT, SHE'S GOT RALPHS ADDRESS ALREADY AND SHE WAS DISCUSSIN
THIS PROBLEM WITH A FEW MATES LAST NITE AND TRUST ME THEY WERE ALL UP FOR COMIN
ROUND AND "POPPIN A COUPLE OF CAPS IN THE BACK OF YA HEADS" THERE
WORDS NOT MINE;-)
YOU BETTER BELIEVE THAT GIRL HAS BACKING HERE IN THE U.K AND THERE IN BROOKLYN
SO KEEP YA FRONTING UP BECAUSE I WANT HER TO CHANGE HER MIND AND SELL YOU CUNTS
OUT, SHE OWES YOU NOTHING IF YOU GET WHACKED AND YOUR KIDS HAPPEN TO BE THERE
AND IN THE WAY SO BE IT, U DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH YOU ACTUALLY OWE HER, U SHOULD
SAY THANK YOU..
THE GODDESS OF CYANIDE? LOL U SILLY CUNT, U REALLY FUCKIN ARE A PATHETIC WHORE,
STOP WITH YA EMAILS U TRAMP, U AIN'T WINNIN SHIT AND IN THE END IT'LL BURY YOUR
ASS, IF I WAS U, I'D GROW A BRAIN, GET WISE AND FUCK OFF, WHY U STILL CAN,
LATA HO, DEBBIE, WANT MY NUMBER? BRING IT ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
From: godofcyanide@hotmail.com
To: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Subject: Re: lies and the lying whores who tell them...
Date: Mon, 28 Jun 2004 06:22:38 -0400
i've said everything i need to say to you besides replying to the occasional odd piece of bullshit in your letter. you know what a liar you are, it's time for you to just accept that shit, own up to it, and get on with your life - even though i am sure that advice will go unheeded.
she who calls herself my "whore" is actually a very strong and independant woman. she may not have been born that way, but she's come into it well, and i am very proud of her.
if i hadn't struck a chord with your lying ass, you wouldn't have: 1) bothered replying to any of my emails, 2) threatened me with physical violence, 3) told me how much of an asshole you think i am, 4) begged me to stop emailing you for the "health" of your "baby," 5) had your "friends" email me with the same kind of inane drivel i've come to expect from you, and 6) had these same people indicate that if i don't stop emailing you, i'll wind up a bullet-ridden corpse. if you look carefully through these emails we've been sending, i have never once either threatened you with bodily harm without you provoking physical violence, or threaten your life by informing you that i know where you live and have the "capability" of sending some more local friends your way to shoot you. i may have spit forth much bile and hatred (given my propensity to hate liars), but never said anything to you like the threats that have been sent my way.
i don't respond well to threats. at least not the way you'd like to see me respond.
YOU DO NOT SCARE ME. YOUR FRIENDS DO NOT SCARE ME. so please cut out the bullshit. you want to argue "facts," this we can do all day. i seriously doubt anyone you know in brooklyn would "put a cap" in me for you - and risk their arrest and subsequent destruction of their way of life - over THIS STUPID BULLSHIT. grow the fuck up already.
you haven't been judging me? please. again, you only think you know anything about me.
i don't care about your message board. be delusional with your friends. they'll see your exposure anyway.
hotmail has a small inbox. that's part of the reason i am emailing you from this account.
generally, watching your back is something you need to do here, regardless of the fact that you think i'm going to try to find you and hit you or whatever. if you knew anything about brooklyn at all, you'd know that. i have no interest in ever seeing you, much less personally or vicariously sending violence your way. i will, however, point at you and scream "liar!" if i see you in the street. i am not getting arrested or anything stupid like that over this. you are just not worth it to me.
what are you doing going for drinks when you're pregnant? oh, that's right, you're NOT PREGNANT. so i guess going for drinks is OK then. have fun.
you act like a welfare mother. you seem unintelligent, easily inspired to anger and violence, disgusted by the way your life has turned out, and ignorant of the basic facts of reality. you'd better get a clue - you already have 4 children, and apparently you are not setting anywhere near a good example for them to follow. unless, of course, you want them to turn out just like you. that would be sad. propagating ignorance and deceit is worse than being ignorant and deceitful.
wow, that was more than an occasional piece of bullshit. you should proofread your emails before sending them, to see if it is really how you want to represent yourself.
hell on earth,
- the god of cyanide
From: godofcyanide@hotmail.com
To: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Subject: Re: (no subject)
Date: Mon, 28 Jun 2004 07:39:55 -0400
hey "debbie" -
you can think i'm a "fuckin cunt" all you want, but your friend is NOT HAVING A CHILD FATHERED BY MY FRIEND. i can say whatever i want about whomever i want to whomever i want, so fuck off yourself there.
it's a little hard to dis someone i barely know, or know anything about. so besides calling me a "cunt," a "wanker," a "faggot," and an "immature retard," you can't really say anything about me, can you? neither could your "friend", which, i'm guessing, is why she's left it up to you to take your verbal swings at me. you'll have to do better than you're currently doing, though. i know enough about your "friend" to know she is an out-and-out LYING BITCH WHORE. why don't you ask her about the lies she told to dave before he set foot in your country... about being a wealthy ex-porn-star, for example. nice bastion of honesty, your "friend" there. you both have a lot of fact-checking to do before you even THINK of coming to me with invective and threats.
she who calls herself my "whore" is a strong and independant woman. after some thought, i realized that NONE of us are born strong and independant - we have to grow into it. yes, she's been through some rough stuff, but, because of it, she is one of the strongest women i know, and i am very proud of her. it is not your place to be critical of where anyone came from. i should also mention that i have NEVER hit her, or any woman.
YOUR "FRIEND" IS NOT HONEST!!! she is a proven liar. she's lying to you, too. if it takes you a while to catch on, i'll understand. from your writing style and content, you don't seem incredibly intelligent or astute.
why do all you english bitches feel the need to keep threatening people who live ACROSS A FUCKING OCEAN from you with physical violence? never once have i threatened your "friend", nor you, yet my friend and i have been told that we risk being SHOT AT over our WORDS. would you people please listen to yourselves? i don't care if your "friend" knows "peeps in bklyn for the last 4 years," i've known "peeps in bklyn" for MY WHOLE LIFE. i know about people in brooklyn. none of them will hunt me down for sending emails decrying her LIES. they'd be foolish to do so. again, you whores don't know shit about me, or who i know. so, go ahead, call your "peeps in bklyn." i am not scared.
oh yeah, by the way, dave told me all about the "peeps in bklyn" she knows. nice try, but IF i was 1% worried about getting SHOT before speaking to him, i am now 100% sure i am NOT getting shot.
have you ever asked yourself WHY your "friend" knows more "peeps in bklyn" than in her OWN DAMN COUNTRY? it's probably because her ugly fat ass is sitting behind a computer all day and is desperate for companionship that she can't find in her own country because she is so ugly and fat that virtually no men speak to her... and, in the rare instance that one does, they hear "4 kids" and "car dispatcher" and they are out of there in a hurry. she talks to people online, all the way on the other side of the atlantic, and tells them LIES about her being a hot porn star (co-opting some woman's web site) so that they will talk to her as if she actually matters to them.
by the way, i am in no way disrespecting the job of dispatcher. i dispatched corporate limousines while i was earning my bachelor's degree, and it is quite a tough job... but i've seen the women who work in that industry. i don't think i need to say more.
actually, i have never heard of "fresh orange," as i am not an alcoholic and do not go to bars frequently enough to understand whatever fake shit it is that you just made up to sound like you know what you're talking about.
your "friend" has nothing to prove to us? on the contrary, she has proved NOTHING to us. it is one thing to SAY you're pregnant to a bunch of people who are thousands of miles away from you and who will likely not come to see it with their own eyes. it is quite another thing to actually provide irrefutable evidence. the picture that she copied from some medical website or scanned from a textbook is NOT proof. her self-typed "legal letters" mean NOTHING. she has NOT seen a lawyer or solicitor. so far, she has not put forth a single credible piece of evidence. i posit that she has EVERYTHING to prove to us. PUT UP OR SHUT UP.
you know, you people should give up. we're really just going to go back and forth calling each other liars and insisting that no one knows what they're talking about. i'm prepared to do that at my leisure, while you have made a cottage industry out of it. we both know who the true liars are. fortunately for us here in the good old USA, none of them are in our country.
a middle finger across the world,
- the god of cyanide
p.s.: i'm going to start a cuss count for you potty-mouthed whores. do you kiss your mothers with this mouth? disgusting.
fuck - 23
cunt - 12
others - 7
threats of violence by you against us - "I'D WIPE THE FLOOR WITH YOU", "YOU AND RALPH AND DAVE ALWAYS WATCH YOUR BACK"
and that's just in THIS email. just wait until i get to the next one.
From: godofcyanide@hotmail.com
To: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Subject: a threat on my life? seriously...
Date: Mon, 28 Jun 2004 09:44:09 -0400
in a way, i am impressed... you kept the cuss count down below 30 (29 total). yet, the number of physical threats has doubled from your last email. let's examine the evidence...
(1) - on me: "MAN I'D PAY BIG BUCKS TO SEE YOUR BOY RALPH TRY AND HIT ME, JUST SO I CAN BEAT THE CUNT OUT OF HIM"
(2) - on my friend: "...COME TO THE U.K OR I COME TO NEW YORK ... AND IT'S FUCKIN ON ... I WOULDN'T JUST WIPE THE FLOOR WITH YA BUT I'D END YOUR MISERABLE LITTLE LIFE FOR YOU WITH MY BARE HANDS..."
(3) - on my friend: "...ONLY THING I'M STEPPIN IS ON YOUR FUCKIN HEAD..."
and the big one...
(4) - "...[NIKKI]'S GOT RALPHS ADDRESS ALREADY AND SHE WAS DISCUSSIN THIS PROBLEM WITH A FEW MATES AND ... THEY WERE ALL UP FOR COMIN ROUND AND "POPPIN A COUPLE OF CAPS IN THE BACK OF YA HEADS" THERE WORDS NOT MINE ... THAT GIRL HAS BACKING HERE IN THE U.K AND THERE IN BROOKLYN ... I WANT HER TO CHANGE HER MIND AND SELL YOU CUNTS OUT ... IF YOU GET WHACKED AND YOUR KIDS HAPPEN TO BE THERE AND IN THE WAY SO BE IT"
i see how you "east end birds" deal with your problems. you try to intimidate people with your foul language and bullshit stories about having friends who wouldn't think twice about "POPPIN A COUPLE OF CAPS IN THE BACK OF YA HEADS" ... please. do you know how idle of a threat that is coming from someone from brooklyn? if i had a dollar for every time i've heard someone threaten that who didn't even own a gun, i could live quite nicely off the interest on that. hell, i'm sure i've said it a few times, and the only shots i've ever fired were from a shotgun, skeet shooting off of the back of a cruise ship. i'd like to note (again) that i have NEVER threatened either you, or your "friend," with the potential of physical violence or DEATH.
if your "friend" was so smart, why did she reply to me in the first place? it's so easy to hit the delete button, right? ignore my emails. you call me stupid, yet you take what we say to heart. if i am stupid, you both must be...? at best, fools who listen to "stupid" people. i've only continued this to the point of exposing your "friend" as a LIAR because i despise liars, and love watching them fall. it's no longer about your "friend," is it? now it's about you? other than your threats, i have no business with you.
your arguments against my friend and her children are inane and unsubstantiable. the words themselves are so vapid they are not worth further discussion.
i'd just like you to clearly keep in mind this fact: YOU HAVE SAID THAT FOUR PEOPLE, INCLUDING TWO CHILDREN, SHOULD BE SHOT TO DEATH OVER AN EMAIL "WAR," THAT THE CAPABILITY FOR THAT BEING REALITY EXISTS, AND YOU ARE URGING YOUR FRIEND TO APPROVE THE ACTION. i'd think this constitutes a THREAT on the lives of four people. you may wish to reconsider your ideas. many people are being bcc'ed on this email, and i'm sure they will be quite interested to hear that my life, and the lives of my friend and her children, are being threatened. (to those bcc'ed friends of mine - i have all the emails sent by both sides. if you'd like to know the backstory, reply to this email and i will fill you in. trust me, it was nothing to warrant these threats).
don't keep this up. i doubt you'll like where it goes.
- the god of cyanide
and now... the cuss count:
fuck - 13
cunt - 7
other - 9
threats of violence: 2
threats of DEATH: 2
[note: in the interim here, a few of my friends came to my defense]
From: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Sent: Monday, June 28, 2004 2:01 PM
To: godofcyanide@hotmail.com, ralphswh0re@yahoo.com
Subject: Re: a threat on my life? seriously...
LATA
[note: in the interim, i sent a copy of the "put caps in your heads" email to the TOS people over at AOL. not sure if that was responsible for the following, but i'm sure it didn't hurt any!]
From: ENINEMUK@aol.com
Sent: Tuesday, June 29, 2004 4:43 AM
To: godofcyanide@hotmail.com, ralphswh0re@yahoo.com
Subject: Re: Ralphs admittance of bitch slapping women
ralphswh0re@yahoo.com writes,
Ok... where's this email where ralph said he bitchslapped a woman? Because I KNOW FOR A FACT that he has NEVER hit a woman, and he never will. Ralph is too much of a real man for that shit.
godofcyanide@hotmail.com writes;
you sound like a friend of an ex of mine that
i recently had to bitch-slap her and two of her cronies all over the place
[note: in actuality, that was a lie. big oops on my part. i never bitch-slapped any of them physically. did verbally bitch-slap the two cronies (both men) - you can see evidence of this here and here, when the cronies invaded my weblog expressly to crack jokes at my expense.]
Dear, what ever your independent name is, Ralph, Maurann, David, and Jeffery, This is Nikki,
and thus it ends...
final postscript, 7/2/05 - status of mother and child in limbo - this mother______ :) apparently gave birth on at least 2 different dates; once on valentine's day, and a second time 5 days later. dave called her out on it, and she has gone back to her dark little corner of hell (hopefully) for good.