uncertain
feedback loops
i.
sometimes it seems
all i need to love someone
is the thought
that they might
love me.
otherwise
i might not feel
a thing.
ii.
imagination reverberates
off reality – a given
function, of reality,
how things could be
when those images
become so vivid, grounded,
where distinction is blurred
reality is dangerous
questioned and disbelieved
until nothing is left.
-4/7/99, 7:45 am, at work