still drowning (in time)

kicking aimless pushing
breathing still drowning
surrounding is nothing
enclosed and emptied
pushing still kicking

infinity full empty
zero devoid complete
time past future
myself alive dead

breathing still drowning
nothing is surrounding
kicking aimless pushing
completed and deleted
drowning still breathing

move up down
move right left
move back forward
move stand still

i am time
i am of time
i am out of time
time is nothing
time is life
time is chaos
order
chaos
order
everything

breathing still drowning
nothing still surrounding
pushing still kicking
drowning still living

- 3/29/96, 2:30 - 3:10 am

to the asylum