self-fulfilling
enigma (breaking the circle that won't break)
1. despair
the longer i search
for what i want most, the less
i find it's out there.
2. deviance
i know perfection
is a hopeless dream; though i
can't stop chasing it.
3. dispassionate
the longer i search
for what i need most, the less
i find i want it.
4. denial
i will fulfill my
own destiny thus; can there
be another way?
5. declaration
swimming in this void,
i shall not succumb; my will
is born(e) to defy.
6. defiance
swimming in this void,
i will not succumb; my will
fights fate till its death.
- 7/21/05, 1:25-1:45 am
written on the last night of my vacation in the dominican republic