hate
why does my life never change?
it’s always the same fucking thing
every fucking day nothing goes right
why should i even fucking bother?
hate my life
in this world
i hate you
i never should have woken up today
it’s not like anyone fucking cares
you make my life so fucking hard
why shouldn’t i fucking hate you?
hate my life
in this world
i hate you
i never should have woken up today
it’s always the same fucking thing
you make my life so fucking hard
why should i even fucking bother?
-undated, mid-1990’s
written for my band "dose of chaos"