an excision of indecision

 

struggle, compounded

i can't keep saving

you like this.  i barely have

strength to save myself...

 

venting frustration in anger

why do you love me?

for who i am?  or for what

i can give to you?

 

wake up!  (wake up...)

if you can't see what

is for what it is, perhaps

you don't deserve it.

 

disturbing stagnation

i am sorry i

must force you to learn, but you

really need to g(r)o(w).

 

mandatory expulsion.

i've been patient for

far too long.  all frustration

needs to be released.

 

- 9/16/05, ~11:00 am

 

back to the asylum