endgame

 

i can’t take this life no more

there’s nothing left to live for

can’t find love; don’t know peace

it’s time for me to be deceased

 

i just wanna die… make me bleed

i just wanna die… leave me be

 

i can’t take this pain no more

this pain you give to me

i’ve fallen hard; fallen asleep

in this grave you dug so deep

 

i just wanna die… make me bleed

i just wanna die… leave me be

 

i can’t take this life no more

end it all for me

with this gun pointed at my head

death will end the pain

 

-undated, mid-1990’s

originally written for my band “dose of chaos”

 

to the asylum