i cannot find the words anymore
all that rages inside me has no equal
too much to fill just a page
but nothing whose true meaning reveals
lost and alone and unable to speak
curiously scared of finding these truths
unable to make sense of it all
thinking thoughts untranslatable by these mortal roots
infinite ideological parallels
mired in the disparity of existance
it is a wonder we understand each other...
nothing in common
where words mean nothing
but everyone's the same
if we could only understand...
madmen are prophets
only to those who see past
what is being said
to what is truly meant...
- 8/8/96, 4:15 - 4:45 am